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Mompreneurs – Why Feeling Pain And Discomfort Will Ultimately Result In Feeling More Joy

As a result of much change happening in my life, lately I’ve been feeling quite vulnerable.  

When I say vulnerable, what I mean is that I’ve been taking a lot of risks, both financially and personally, and haven’t been in a very comfortable place.

I used to live a life of ultimate comfort:  I was a stay at home mum to three kids, with a wonderfully supportive husband who took care of us unfailingly and with love and affection (he still does).  My days were spent shopping, meeting friends for coffee and taking care of my three precious babies.  My biggest money concern was whether I’d have enough left over from my monthly budget to buy a new pair of shoes, or a nice new purse.  Life was good.

But I wasn’t happy.

I mean, I was happy, but I wasn’t fulfilled.  If truth be told, I was also a little bored.  There’s only so many times you can see your friends in a week, and only so many coffees you can drink in one day.  My children are amazing, but they’re not great for stimulating conversation.

The result?

I drank too much wine on the weekend, in a bid to feel alive.

I numbed the boredom I felt each day, by keeping myself phenomenally busy.

I spent too much money on frivolous things.

I became obsessed with my body image and spent hours on beautifying myself, in an attempt to feel better.

But the problem with numbing the negative feelings in your life, is that you also numb the positive ones.

As Brene Brown found out from her research, you cannot selectively numb.  When you numb the feelings of boredom, discontent or upset, you inadvertently numb the feelings of joy, happiness and belonging.  It’s the yin and the yang: you cannot have one, without the other.

One of my mentors Keith Raniere calls it the “emotional bandwidth”.  He claims that the extent to which you allow yourself to feel pain or sorrow, is in direct correlation to the extent which you allow yourself to feel joy.  How far you choose to feel on one side, will dictate how far you get to feel on the other.

When I started my company, I began to move out of my comfort zone.  I started to take risks, and began to feel a little daily dose of fear.  In the beginning I still chose to numb the fear (and drank more wine); but as the fear became normal, and I began not to fear the fear and I started to move forward: I took on more risk, and felt more fear (and drank less wine).  I embraced my feelings of vulnerability and realised that they were a necessary requirement for growth and progress.

I began to feel not only more fear, but also more joy.

I felt fulfilled, happy and content in a way that I never had before.  Most importantly, I felt truly alive for the first time ever.  And that alone, is worth every single moment of vulnerability.

 

 

 

 

 

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Secrets To Successfully Working From Home

Secrets To Successfully Working From Home

Up until a year ago I was a SAHM (stay at home mum), when I decided to start my own business. 

Luckily for me, the business I started was a multilingual kids company, so it meant that I had people to care for my children at home, while I had time to work.

But there are a few things you need to know before embarking on work from home:

You DO need to be disciplined and organised with your time.

You do need to have a schedule to work to, and you do need to commit to turning off the computer, sewing machine or whatever at 5pm so that you can concentrate fully on your family.

Personally, I haven’t found that full time child care is always necessary either.  It’s amazing what you can achieve in a short space of time when it’s all you’ve got!  I started my company only having childcare between 9am-12pm and I worked very hard in those times.  I managed to grow the company to the extent that I can now afford full time care, but yet I get to see my kids every lunchtime and still have time to cook dinner each night.

Guilty Pleasures

However, I think the thing that we women struggle most with is the guilt.  When our baby is born, we suddenly feel an immense responsibility to do the best by this perfect little being which means that often times we struggle with knowing just what is the best thing to do in each situation.

For me it was a matter of giving up control.

I felt that it would be good for them if I went back to work, yet I was hesitant to leave them in the care of someone else.  It was like I believed that if they were going to be messed up, then I wanted the responsibility for that too.  I felt so much pressure to to the “right” thing, that I found it hard to make a decision, for fear of making the wrong one.

Good parent Bad parent

Parenting is tough.  The responsibility for we have for the young lives we care for is a blessing, but it is a tough blessing that is riddled with indecision and doubt.

I think we need to go easy on ourselves and admit that we don’t always know the answer, or the right thing to do.  As long as we love and care for our kids, to the very best of our ability, we can’t go too far wrong.

 

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